Tuesday, June 25, 2013

"Brave"




“You wanna run away run away/ But you say that it can’t be so
You wanna look away look away/ But you stay ‘cause it’s oh so close
When you stand up and hold out your hand
In the face of what I don’t understand
My Reason to be Brave.”

I never will forget that moment when my mom suspiciously asked me to come into the dining room. It was summer 2011. Having had no place special to go that day, I happened to be wearing a dumpy old T-shirt and shorts with my hair pulled back in a casual ponytail. I had no make-up on. Hence I was a little disconcerted when my family sits me down in a dining room chair, sets a large scrapbook in front of me, and smiles while my brother starts filming with the family digital camera. Naturally, my protests that I was unfit to be filmed at that point went unheeded and they insisted that I had to read the scrapbook—aloud. As I turned the large scrapbook pages, I observed the first section that held pictures of me as a baby and a young child. Then, as it progressed, writing in marker stated that in honor of my upcoming 21st birthday, a special present was in store. I would go to the nearest large city in my area and spend the day shopping and getting food with my sister and mom. Then afterwards I would listen to the melodious sounds of—as I turned to the final page, the cover of my favorite singer’s latest CD appeared before my eyes. It took only a moment before my mind registered what I saw. Yes. I was going to see Josh Groban in concert.

To those who have spent any significant amount of time listening to Josh Groban’s gorgeous voice, they will understand why he has become so popular. The best word that I can think of to describe it is “rich”—as cliché as it might sound. Perhaps too rich. At least, compared to the average voice on the radio. Most people don’t turn on the radio to hear opera. They want to hear Taylor Swift. Or Linkin Park. At any rate, something with a lot more electric guitar and a lot less vibrato. But Josh’s fans understand that he is more than just another opera singer. He’s Josh Groban. And that’s different.

Of course it doesn’t hurt that his dark curly hair and dark eyes make him look so handsome. But it’s more than that. He has a charming and quirky personality that comes out in his interviews and concerts. He’s performed works of public charity that show his willingness to support others who don’t have as much. He has a natural way about him that makes him seem a lot less pop-starish and a lot more human. And of course, he has a great sense of humor.

Sure, his songs may sound a little more traditional. But it doesn’t really matter. Like many other singers, the lyrics in his songs contain emotions and circumstances that anyone can relate to. The depth in this voice with the sweeping orchestra behind it capture the heart in a way that other singers never could—not because they aren’t talented, but simply because they don’t have the scope—or as much natural talent in their actual voice. Even his Italian pieces contain so much emotion that one can’t help be moved by their sheer intensity.

Not including his Christmas CD, Josh has five albums. The first one, self-titled, contains many lovely tunes that could be considered both encouraging and uplifting. It contains an enchanting version of the always beautiful, “The Prayer” with the also very talented Charlotte Church. His second album, “Closer” contains one of his most elevating pieces—one that even those who know little of him would most likely recognize. “You Raise Me Up” contains simple lyrics and a simple melody; yet the fervor with which he belts out this musical masterpiece is enough to captivate the heart of anyone.
 “Awake” contains a song which also brings both soothing and yet stirring emotions to the heart. Usually listed as both “Don’t Give Up” and “You are Loved,” this song is definitely another favorite which I had the opportunity of hearing in person! Also, “The War at Home” from “Illuminations” is a rather powerful piece that gives a unique perspective on the average American soldier.
Finally, I have not heard much of Josh’s fifth and latest album. “All that Echoes” has only been out a few months and I have yet to purchase it. But thanks to YouTube I’ve already picked a favorite. Once again, the song fits perfectly into the theme of Josh’s other magnificent performances. It starts out softly, his voice gliding over the lyrics as a small boat bounces gently over a bubbling stream. Then, as he reaches the chorus a few bars later, the stream breaks forth from the dam holding it back; now the voice soars above the clouds as those who follow it feel the exhilaration of coming along for the ride. This song gives us hope; it gives us courage; the throbbing heart begins to pump courageously and the strings within the tangled mind begin to fall. We are ready for anything.

But why should I tell you about it? Hear it for yourself.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=McdMwOV0y6c

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Living Life Outside the Tower


“They just can’t get my nose right!”

Eugene Fitzherbert. What a name! Then again, who ever heard of a blog called: “The Light Beyond the Tower?” Seems a little odd, doesn’t it? What is the tower supposed to be anyway?  And what is the light? The first I will answer; the second I will leave for you to discover.

It’s not easy breaking out of your comfort zone. It’s not easy being the odd man out. Yet it would seem that if two computer-generated cartoon characters can have the courage to do something different, than so should we.  The problem is that we don’t.

When Rapunzel first sees the floating lanterns from her window, she longs for the experience to see the lights in person. Yet because of her (secretly evil) guardian who pretends to be her mother, she knows she’s not allowed to leave the tower and is too afraid to go out on her own. Fortunately, in the meantime, she has lots of neat stuff to do—baking, painting, playing games . . . the activities appear to be limitless. These activities do manage to keep her busy—for a while. She just can’t get her mind off those lights.

“And then I brush and brush and brush and brush my hair/When will my life begin?”

So what’s holding her back?

The fact is that Rapunzel, like all of us, is experiencing fear—it’s an emotion we all know too well. We deal with it every day and in all different forms. No one wants to go talk to the new kid that no one knows. “I would go for that run, but I can always go tomorrow.”  “I got a scholarship for the school, but I just don’t know anybody.” “I like to sing, but I know I’ll get stage fright. I’ll probably just embarrass myself at the audition.” “What if I make a mistake in the big game?” “What if I get fired?” “What if I fail?”

Rapunzel wants so badly to see the lights. But she also feels afraid to leave the tower without her “mother’s” approval. In the song, “Mother Knows Best,” Mother Gothel tries to threaten Rapunzel by singing a song about all the dangers her adopted daughter will encounter if she tries to leave the comfort of the tower. Even after Rapunzel finally makes up her mind to leave, she keeps second-guessing herself: “I’m going back; I’m going back.” “I am NEVER going back!” She continues to analyze whether she made the right choice even after she’s made it.

Finally, after many trials and adventures along the way, Rapunzel gets to witness the beautiful floating lanterns that she has longed to see since her childhood. It’s only then that she discovers that the light she’s been looking for couldn’t be found in paper lanterns. It’s a person. And he’s right next to her.

So don’t go with the status quo. Say “Hi” next time you see the new kid. Get up and run. Audition for that play. Go for the gold.

Leave the Tower behind. The Light is ahead of you.

“And with every passing hour/I’m so glad I left my Tower
Like all you lovely folks I’ve got a dream.”